Having Job is a blessed thing for everyone.
Heyyy I am a newely married girl and i am 25. Being a working woman upto 25, and after marriage suddenly turning to just a house wife is little tough, especially if you are little more talktive and an extrovert person who loves to talk, like to meet and listen more about the colleagues and who loves to travel, like to see and enjoy the great creations of God.
Inside this four walls it is suffocating, no air enters the room, if that curtains are moved apart some sunlight will enter inside the room that's it. The whole world i am seeing just through that window. Here i can see the dove the only living being comes and meet me daily. First when it comes near the exhaust fan in washroom makes me little awkward, but now when it comes near to that, it's sound everything seems that i am also alive.
Disconnected with friends, cousins, everyone and connected only to a single person is fine and I am happy. Even sometimes will get hurted when that single person's attention is also not available means. And the matter is that not my husband, not my in laws, not my parents not even me restricted myself from being that working woman. But that fate which is not even giving an opportunity to try is the horrible thing.
Starting the day with cooking, cleaning, washing and for me the tensioning thing is to plan that dinner, breakfast and lunch. It's not just an easy task for me to plan dinner and breakfast not comes in a row repeatedly the same. Inbetween watching YouTube for better cooking and failing is also hurts too much.
May be you are not having that single markings in your hands, face not even anywhere on your body is not a big deal, you will get anyway don't worry.
Those giggling sounds of vessels, those murmurings of plastic covers of vegitables, and those whistle sounds of cooker become the only listeners of my speech. Noooo i becomes a good listener for all of them.
A long boring day inside room, that long time makes me more lazy actually. Doing everything slowly because no other work left right, how I can pass the time otherwise. After that long day time, evening comes with little blush to see a human (my husband). Will get ready to get compliments with all those failed food tryings, and that hope to listen some human voice. May be after that long work/meetings in office he may also little tired, may be didn't even checked phone and not used social media and sooo may be he will not get time to talk or not even to look at my face.
No problem girl, you are not the first and not the last. Your mother also the same wants to give some award to my Mom not even a single time she complain about this. I am just completed my 5 months of marriage life and feeling bad to be a home maker (actually not all time).
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